ten days;
It’s been ten days into a new year, and so many things have had happened. I can’t say that I have matured ever since, but I have seen many different sides of people, and also I have seen the ugly side of me these few days.
Had been down these few days, coupled with stress, I really broke down, couldn’t stand it anymore. Yesterday I had the worst mood swing ever, and I’m really sorry to whoever was affected, especially those four who has stuck by me time and again. Though I know, there are people more important than me to them out there, and each of them has their own cliques, but they made me realise a lot of things.
In this ten days, I realised lots.
I guess I have to start things anew, and take things slower this time, I have to beware of my actions lest I harm anyone once more, I have to be aware of what I can achieve, and what are totally impossible, I have to learn to let go as that will make everyone happy, I have to be less selfish, and less attention seeking. I have so many things to change, but even so, would I even make a difference to anyone, would anyone care?
But I guess those that actually care, are those real friends I am seeking for, I really thank them, especially in times like these. Though I know, these few days, everyone had been having problems, feeling demoralised and all, but I guess this storm would be gone soon as we stick through this tough tide together.
Ten days are over.
What would the next ten be like? Would I change, would they change, would we all change? For the better?
